recent facts 1/ if you look closely enough a pomegranate seed becomes a ruby - if you eat it, you are consuming wealth and will not need the chains of hunger to bind you any longer - 2/ my dog's death no longer hangs like a weighted necklace of cells around my impudent neck instead it burns my retinas ever so slowly with every fucking sunset. invisible, always. 3/ the search for health for the beyond has proven useless. settle for the colours. settle for the moments between exits on the interstate when your breathing stops and the glow of millions of signs indicate commerce criss-crossing along your arms, little by little. settle for your bones & for your inherent weakness and you will still have a monument to prop you up, hold you still, run its hand along your forehead the moment you settle into sleep. settle for this and nothing more.